Elucidating Questions

If I could word how I feel

If I could name the feelings that flow

You aren’t here

You’re gone

How I miss you

The feeling

Like rage like pain like sorrow like loneliness like

A thousand thousand feelings they drip

They puddle

They flow

There is no word for the way to feel knowing someone dear is gone

Less the attached feeling like

And I never even got to say hello

And I never got to say

Not goodbye

Don’t go

Don’t go

DON’T FUCKING GO

Please don’t go

What do you call it?

When you never existed

And they’ll never exist again.