Elucidating Questions

I’m still shook shaking

The symbol for my adoptive grandmother

The hummingbird has become so there in my life but

There are two and

I don’t know how

They are because where her bench is dragonflies fly everywhere

Next to a lake

But this is not there and

I flinched as one flew by

Despite the spectacularity of it

Where did it come from?

I flinched because I remembered her

And I feel I must have disappointed

What a nightmare

At least there aren’t night terrors