Elucidating Questions

These daytime nightmares are wearing me down

This should would could haven’t won’t never just keeps going round

The thoughts of having thought of sleep because it’s there

Only ever do I remember it having been there in the darkness the dark place the dream space the only world I understand

Never had I thought perhaps it wasn’t worth a closer look I merely never would without being told to

I’m running out of time to have a happy life my days are numbered and they’ll end

When they do will it be without having known

What a real ending looks like

Any good one