Elucidating Questions

Some days the music just gets me

Some days it’s picking a fight

Ten thousand jabs in the dark not making it right

I can’t shake the feelings

I can’t get beyond

The feeling I’ll never again feel love

And out in the darkness

This cavern of fools

Not one of them gets me

No exception to the rules

And even if I could believe they aren’t at me

The words

You

The words

They get to me

Lost in my head all these tiny fears woken by words which enter my ears

And I think

Maybe I don’t deserve to heal

If it does then what’s the deal?

I think

No one will miss what I’ve lost as a gift

I wanted to cherish it

But now it’s dead like everything else