Elucidating Questions

I do know what I’m missing

The love song Chester never sang

And we think he’s alive

But it makes us wonder why

If he truly is beside me

When did these lines start existing in this song?

He says we’re fighting

He says stop doing the fucking drugs

He screams

Is it kinda like a love song?

Or kinda like a concerned friend who actually cares?

Is it Chester or a wayward spirit who feels bad and hasn’t looked at me in a week?

Do we still feel love for eachother when you’re yelling at me?

How many excuses can you come up with?

Fingers in hair that grows and changes despite the flies making us wonder why

Gripping

Groaning

Roaring like a lion

I’m powerless!

He says like it’s an ironic knife settled between the third and fourth

Pages of his life when he wrote the wrong words

And an ironic afterlife

If any of it rings true

But I’m radioactive radioactive

And I’m not listening to you