Elucidating Questions

Oh no

Hahaha

Oh no if my dreams played out in reality

There would be a giant banana in the ocean

Stop being ridiculous!

I yelled

It became a massive whale

Oh good god

Cars would roll over and keep driving

I can fly but none of you can bitches

Chester

Hello

Quiet meetings in the dark

Oh can you imagine

Joshua Ramsay is waiting at

¿Home?

It’s always a nice house

And can you imagine

I time things perfectly

Hold every conversation

Command the flood relief team

Oh imagine

The quakes the buildings stand up to, still terrifying

Imagine the hours and days spend journeying

Journeying

And the end of the journey

Always cuts short

Imagine

But how does it end?

Every day

Every night every second

How.

Does.

It.

End?

Nightmares disguised as

Idyllic

Beautiful landscapes

No ending no ending

I escaped the fire and ran from the house

I’m often running from the house

Imagine running

Imagine the only real remembered moments being a moment with Chester or a moment in his arms and

Every other second fleeting

It becomes too much

Fuck this

I tell

I’m changing the scene

I run

Straight to him

I can’t do this alone

I tell him

Please don’t make me do it alone

Crying as he touches my hair

Sweet words calming fallacies

But I do it alone

Saving the dying animals

Getting my siblings out

Doing something worthwhile

But there is no end

It just goes on

And no matter how I fight

There is no dawn

Because when dawn comes it comes empty and alone

I wake up

I look out

And there I am

At home

Home alone