Elucidating Questions

It’s piling up

The things

When people come in and the topic of

Family

Happens

The funny thing is

I wish we’d never met

Do you think that sounds harsh?

It would have been better if I had never met her

It wouldn’t matter to her after all she’s gone

Poof

19 years

Poof

Just like that, every story I told about how much I loved them

Just hurts

It just hurts

Perhaps I should be content in the ache

At least they aren’t hurting

But you know what?

The cat was always the voice who told me to stay away from her

He was right

I wish I hadn’t met her

The funny thing is up until the day I started Brownies I had a pretty okay life

If I could change one thing in my life

I’d stop me

Because it hurts

And I’m selfish