Elucidating Questions

It’s hard to watch

Him smile as I have a crossing thought

It’s hard to see as I recoil from me

How I want to love him how unloved is me

Haunted day wise

Daymares ticking

Tricking how the emotion could be expressed

Killing the options and the feeling alive

Within the dead I cannot survive

How to find a tale untold

When I feel this pulling tide

Beyond the emptiness I feel

What one part of this could be real

How do you find yourself repeating things you didn’t do and it would have been almost right too

There’s no madness in blue clear eyes sapphire like diamond like crystal clear

True there is no reason for the lost to be evoked

Within this flame unheard unspoke

Spoken in reverse

Without a beautiful verse