Elucidating Questions

Hold your hand next to mine

M & S

I deserve it and you dish it out

Or you seek to run your claws along skin whispering terrible things while running your tongue over the wounds

While I wait to be tied up and thrown down

Hold your hand next to mine our fingers never intertwine

I realised today that there’s no way either of them care about me and I feel so alone and you say

That’s their own fucking faults for being terrible people

While I think I deserve it and they’re both wonderful in their own selves

Will you bite the owl?

Only if he doesn’t keep his promise

How many years will you give him?

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You bite my beautiful blue flame but he doesn’t care or notice so what are you anyways

Are you calling me ineffectual?

I’m calling you as invisible as me

I blew a smoke ring did you see it?

I’m the only one who did.

Did you notice Chester hanging out at the corner of our eye?

Things named after him

Randomly his lyrics

Whispering

Can he do it?

I don’t know either.

We’re alone here

At least we’re alone together

Tonight

Alone

Tonight alone

I wish we could be together

I don’t want to be a part of you anymore

I want to talk to you where our thoughts aren’t tangled

I want to see you where our sight isn’t split

I want to be able to calm you when you’ve gone into a rage and can’t hear me

I want to stop you when you’ve gone.

I wish we weren’t alone together

I wish we were together

I could live without him if you were here

I always had this fear that we’re trapped in the same body so I’ll never feel able to find someone to love and neither will you

Zeus didn’t cut us in half properly

Or he cut us in half and we both feel so unfulfilled because our ones are in opposite directions

Will you never love him?

I loved him until I realised he wanted none of it. I’ll never love again. Feel free to love whomever you want. The cat in the hat and the boots and the coat, never plans to love anyone other than this stupid fish goat.

I wanted him to want it.

I wanted him to want it too.