Elucidating Questions

If I’m crazy it’s your fault

Snap

Grumble

Mutter

Off doing your thing well because it’s who you are and I’m here floundering alone as usual

Sometimes I imagine you call

Sometimes I imagine we meet

Sometimes I catch myself and give myself a shake and remember that silence is a form

Of “No”

友達だけでも

知り合いだけでも

I don’t think I was prepared for this

I wasn’t prepared to not be standing off stage while you sing your heart out to catch you when the endorphins wear off

I wish I’d known you well enough to know

How empty my life would be when you didn’t want anything to do with me