Elucidating Questions

On lit feet I stared into the space

Jupiter is coming

Jupiter is coming but

Wait

That’s Arcturus so

That must be

My favourite boy in the whole universe

On the horizon

Oh I had missed you

How I had missed you

And even though I can see into your heart

Nothing here has changed

Sometimes in our lives we adopt things

To spin around us

Even without a name forged from a silent agreement

Satellites

I shuffled straight into Trench

And I think you know why

Far away blue light I have missed you

You and your dust and your possibly dead or being born planets

Had you missed me enough you will not speak?

So this is heartache

But I keep trying

I’m not perfect

So this it heartache

I wouldn’t dare miss him

He may cringe

What did he hear I wonder?

To push and pull and mould as he did the space around him as he wished

Until

Spark?

Sounds like a cop out

Sounds too simple

Sounds too easy

But he did it

I wonder if the ladybug did?

Vega will

Arcturus did

Aunt and Uncle Sirius

Bellatrix

And Rigel

I wonder what’s different

I wonder if I sing to them if they’ll have planets of their own someday jealous of their neighbour’s yard.

Life could be the cute new planetary accessory of

…

What year is it?

Fuck now they’re fighting a war over what year it is

I wonder if any of them agree?