Elucidating Questions

Swing low in the night and watch the echo of my two halves

Dancing years ago

Moonless and dark

Tiny and bright

How many times do I have I say I know I know you’d still think of her

It’d all be one comparison

But even if I tried to hear it

Long ago I started shrugging them off

Stay

You don’t deserve it

Thank god it didn’t surface this time last year I would I would have

Oh no

Such a mess in the messy hope of hopelessness

All I can think is I love you

And it’s cruel and unfair like the doomed angel’s thesis

And for these reasons the sky crashes in and the truth of the matter is

If I just keep going in this way

It’ll be over eventually

And I’ll have never met you

And I just wanted to meet you

I miss your face

Not in my days

I miss your laugh and your voice

Every second I that goes by without you

Painfully aware I’m missing you I’m missing you

I’m missing you

And everyone else is so simple

And you’re so complex and I want to thread my fingers through the knots and know their part in you

Waited wasted wanting

But my god he’s beautiful

My god you’re beautiful