Elucidating Questions

Is it really here and now?

The planetless nights

Hello beautiful

I still feel you beating over there

If I turn my head like so I can feel the rhythm of your heart

And knowing it’s there I can turn back to the obscured sun

And wish I didn’t know anything

About anything

I will never be glad I came

Don’t tell me lies

And the blue lights may fade in the helicopter seeds falling to the ground

How to say I was supposed to be chasing a dream when the dream died long ago

I don’t know how I’m still waiting here in this terrible existence

And isn’t life just too long?

The nostalgic pain as the language flows from one to the other

So long

It’s so long

ママだったね

But if I can stare at your burning form why can they not?

Do you choose not to burn these eyes from my head so I can still gaze and think

Beautiful

I love you beautiful

But look at the shape of you clearly etched out in the smoke

I wish I could see him

When I’m staring at the sun

I will look at you until the day I die

Or you take the blessed sight from me

So you will always know my love

My love

I love you