Elucidating Questions

So goodnight you

Does it matter?

I don’t have anything I’d particularly like to replace this hole with

I don’t know if there’s anything that could be said worth saying

Falling silent into my own silence

There’s nothing to be saved here

Just the desolate remains of my love that didn’t reach far enough

I feel like the one watching from the outside

The cup says

Music lovers know the score

I don’t

Who’s winning?

I stopped looking when I settled into my last place where I stay because I can’t compete

If I’m in last place I have no enemies

And no one to step on

And the love lost lays dying

Or dead

It dies forever

Endless death

There’s nothing left to find here

Not without him