Elucidating Questions

I have the distinct feeling

This is gonna hurt some

And I know it’s true because I’m already crying

Over the words I wanted to be said being said to some

Pretty

Girl

Wandering around the forest

And I won’t

I won’t

I scream

I won’t wander the forest for you

I already did

You can’t make me

I already did

You woke me up for this?

And we’d been talking

It can’t be the 24th it’s a Sunday

Thank god

I can’t do this

I can’t do this please don’t make me do this

Only if I never go out I’ll never have to relive reliving his

Thoughts

It should be a dream this shouldn’t be real life

All those words no one says to me

Words wanted by the unwanted

Of all the people on the planet to be wanted to be wanted

By him and when it never happened it

Where for the wandering poet does the artist exist?

I’d rather not famous

I’d rather

It’s not a personality trait I didn’t realise it disqualified me

If only where only the lines were simple not intrinsically locked to the moon

I’ll only carry on broken and defeated because I have no other choice

He’s still singing about love lost and I’m still singing about love from the bleachers while the pretty people dance

Stop saying I look like a painting

Being some dead person’s idea of beauty doesn’t help with the present situation

Please don’t make me do it

I say goodbye because I want it to be goodbye

Don’t point fingers at the figure losing to the silence of the answer

Not to the cat or the moon or the dead of before

Who or what they we were

Who or what were we?

They don’t know the answer

But we can pretend

Now I know why you kept distracting me from him

When I went to go see

Because regardless of what I see from him I end up in tears

But I still want and need him

Yes

There’s the one

Who do you love just happens

Just happens like it does

Awake regardless of presence on media

Simply staring at the roof silently cursing the silence

I can’t escape this gravity

That when I try to leave I end up being pulled back in a twist of my own thoughts

Must go back and make sure he’s still

And he’s not but that doesn’t matter.

Couldn’t even just be friends.

When love doesn’t matter it jumps away and redirects

The redirection mirrors the lights

Nothing could catch the spark after the explosion

I love you

And when the wall is hit

Of course I can’t get away from you I revolve around you while revolving around the earth

Trying to escape through bursts to the places I’ll never ever be

I live in a universe where it’s more likely that a star billions of lightyears away loves me

Than the only one I can see