Elucidating Questions

I didn’t want to go there

Did you see me not going there?

Not much left of this playlist I’m making

Like there won’t be a bang that comes from the fallout of the true answer

Stand back and look at the hole that’s already there from the sheer volume of it

Merely a cover over the wound so thin the slightest truth could pierce it

Well except the thing with what he totally said

I like to believe I’ve prepared for the eventuality

Because I meant it when I said I would love him regardless

With disgust I admit

I have trouble justifying in myself that one person should have to feel as unworthy of love as I do

Anyone

Regardless

Jake being in jail is keeping me awake

Whether or not he is

I’m worrying in May

I guess we skip past my birthday

I hope we skip past my birthday

I want a pagoda style roof for my birthday

So far better to skip past the disappointment

I don’t think anyone could top the skate Yuzu didn’t do for me for my birthday.

I don’t think anyone would want to, after all he didn’t either.

Now for the impossible the possible

I want to see Arcturus for my birthday

I don’t want to see Apollo