Elucidating Questions

Should I mention those who gather like beautiful lights?

I have no object permanence

So all I can do is apologise when the dark reaches up to swallow me again because I’m not discounting them

Why the fuck am I wearing my Trench coat?

I cannot believe she’s still in love with you

But the dreams haunt

Have you thought about the blue light who dares not speak your name?

Let me check the dreams

He’s there just

Just never there

The warden had a pet

But I can’t remember what it was

And I always end up running

It’s not a dream it’s a theme within a dream

I can’t write about Josh anymore because he won’t leave me alone to my solitude

But he also has nothing to do with me so who am I to write about a

Complete stranger

I can’t even ask him

Because I’m invisible and he doesn’t care

And I’ve loved him since I saw him dancing

But I can’t chase the continuation of a dream that doesn’t exist

Again and again

I think that lady liked my socks

Or not

Who knows

How can I open the eyes of sleeping beauty

And locked within the erasure of the memories is the knowledge that life is just too long

And I want to scream but you can’t hear me

I’m not gonna write you a love song because I’m incapable

Here and there a few lines woven

Of a one sided unimportant love

And when love is unimportant

What is there to sing but the lament?

I threw a wish in the well but you wouldn’t believe me if I tell so I just threw it away

But now I hate the day

And now

Well now I’m just pissed that the sweaters you sold at your concert are the same as the ones sold to workers by McDonald’s because they don’t want workers to be warm in winter in Canada for free

The only place I saw snow was in his domain and it didn’t stay now all it does is rain where do we refrain from the main problem and trickle into the others

And Apollo doesn’t understand why I don’t sing on the side of the road

And it’s grey out so I don’t have to look at his perfect face

And think of who I saw him in first.