Elucidating Questions

I need to leave You behind

You don’t exist

I think it would be nice if only but only I know You and You don’t know me

How could anyone yearn for me

I wish I could drop You and remember yearning for something that doesn’t exist doesn’t matter

There’s no You to read this and say you know me

There’s no You to hold on to

There’s no one for me in this life

I will wander until the end

Die alone like everyone else without having ever known what love feels like

I wish I died yesterday

Yestermonth yesteryear

I wish I was already dead so I didn’t have to wish I was dead now

I wish I’d never thought of You or heard of You or seen You in my dreams

Merely a stick with not even a carrot out of reach

Merely nothing

Merely chasing nothing

What a disappointment this life is

When all I wanted was love

And look how much love I have

I wish I had more than nothing

But that’s the joke

Hermes they’re all so happy you saved Prince

Does anyone want to tell Prince that?

Ne wyrde of woruldrice spreca fryðo

Ne eádignes

Ne dríme

And géna dwæs-lic

In hyra acsian

Man en ag-lác-hád