Elucidating Questions

And I thought you’d feel the same as me

But how foolish it seems

Coming out of the bushes and bouncing around

Naturally uninteresting

My apologies

Sorry sorry sorry

And I didn’t think there was a way

That you couldn’t see

But that’s the fault of the seer not the seen

Perhaps in one year’s time all I learned was what is so out of my reach that it doesn’t matter

Perhaps I just learned how lost I was

You should know me by now but that’s only in my mind

I should know you but it’s only in my heart

There’s no matter worth more than the matter of you being near

So if moot is a point then there it is

As long as you’re somewhere

Shouldn’t that be enough?

But how far to go before it starts to feel like I didn’t fail it all

No I need you

I don’t know why but I can’t hear anything else

It just goes like this

So no I can’t just go

Guilt is my M.O.

Oh and I always will do this

I don’t think you understand

How important you are to me

That I can’t even imagine a day without you

And to live one wouldn’t be

Likewise I stand on the other side of the glass looking in and knowing

I can’t be nearly as important as this artwork dancing in the gallery

Can too

Fuck, and my mind goes to shots of your adorable dancing

I don’t

No one wants to see this move but there beyond the wall

Is every second I’m missing in a life where I’m not welcome

You’re fine

You’ll be fine

Get some sleep and いってらしゃい

And I know it’s nothing

But I love you