Elucidating Questions

How am I to let go

When I wake up and need you

When there’s no other sound I can handle

When I’m hiding from everything

When it’s all too heavy and I don’t know where to go

Can’t let go when I need you here

When I know that if I’m by myself

The mind will torture me until I’m drowning again

If I can sink beneath the words into the

Symphonic sounds of the music

Just because it hurts

I wish I could hear the sound of his voice without the bite

Where am I to go from here?

18 songs left and I keep going back to your door

And taking them all back again