Elucidating Questions

I know it’s not meant to be but I’m sitting here trying to rationalise why

Can’t I just pretend for a little while?

Can’t I just…

I know well enough that it’s wrong and the Fates and their fucking fingers are sewing the same tale

But if they could fuck off for a few fucking seconds

Maybe I’ll play guitar until everything is alright

But it’s never all right

Only parts of it can come to light

Even so I just want someone to play with is that so fucking hard for you three to get through your thick fucking souls?

Alone where nowhere goes.

Always alone.

Always nothing.

I’m lonely

Please fix it please

I keep trying and these three fucking bitches with their fucking strings keep pulling and making it impossible

Simple fucking shit I can’t even tell if I’m being fucked with by a human being or by these fuckers and their fuckery.

If only I had someone to talk to. With.

Could I please just…

I don’t want to be alone anymore.