Elucidating Questions

Mom and Dad saw me posting nudes on tumblr so they had tumblr commit suicide

– The world according to me

As in if everything in the world had something to do with me then it would have to be something like that

Fucking

Mom and Dad

Whoever those are honestly

I can’t be sure where I am or where I’ve come from

Only the memories I remember living not remembering can be proof of my existence to me

But I can’t see where three could be

Three

I could believe you but then I’d have to be able to get from zero

And I can’t seem to get out of this hole I’m in

Why would I ever be anything but last place

I have no idea what that poem I wrote that won was

Where it is or if it even existed

I wish I could see it

So that I could tell how far I’ve fallen

Stupid and foolish child

Where are they taking you?

Spirited away

I hope it’s somewhere nice

Oh yes it’s apathy you didn’t

Actually think hoping would help did you?

How can I even want to try

Not again

Not again because there must be something wrong with me

How am I supposed to

It doesn’t matter

I’ll drink

I’ll smoke

Hopefully I’ll die