Elucidating Questions

Whoever breaks the twenty second day of silence I would give my everything to

Just one more day of long-distance short-distance relationships lived entirely disconnected from everyone

If you’d wonder why for me I wouldn’t mind I can’t wonder anymore

I can’t imagine

I can’t

I wonder what being an object of affection feels like

I wonder what being wanted feels like

I wonder what love feels like

I don’t know what it is

That’s what they kept saying

I was too young to know what love is

And now I’m too old to be loved

One would be mine but I’ve never met someone who was jealous over me

Met

I don’t understand why it doesn’t reach don’t know why

You lied about what?

Meaningless drivel I’m sure

Oh you why are you

You

He doesn’t even have a name

We should name him

I had a dream that Donald Trump’s name was

Joshua Trump

I got so mad

Well what could that possibly mean

No I mean I was awake all at once and yelling at my own dream

Can’t even get along when we sleep

So I’ll wear his slippers and lie on the couch and try to come up with a name for

You

And what’s in a name

That the name of anyone could be used to describe themselves

But was it premonition or

Conditioning?

The rose would be a rose regardless but if you were called and treated as the name

The rose still smells sweet until you smell it and realise roses don’t really have that strong of a scent

William is actually my favourite name

Let’s call him Willis

You know,

The dumb fucker who broke everything to try to save his best friend

Far better now than the dumb fucker who broke everything to be a dead rich white boy.

Well I don’t know any other cool W names.

Because W is a vowel.

No, baby, where do you think you’re going?

I should try Hamlet?

Rich white boy leads a life of struggling as a rich white boy?

Burning it the fuck down because I am missing

98% of the puzzle

Acting like they never happened and like they were nothing.

I miss you so so bad

Chester

Taking up all my time missing you because it’s easier to miss what you absolutely cannot have

Take my heart and tell my soul that there’s not much inside and it’s broken but it never shuts up

I could try to find the distortion on my own

But that would require

It’s never a good time

And I’m afraid

Not of the future we exist in it I’m afraid of the existing of the future

I hope everyone else but me is here

Twenty seconds more cross your fingers for no more calling

Nope there it is

I’d trade my soul for a wish

But they won’t take it

And the past comes back to life the selfish pain

That doesn’t watch quietly

Oh thank god she doesn’t exist yet

Twenty thirteen

So simple before and complicated after

I hated that song until I heard the lyrics

The moment

When it’s the same moon phase and the girl’s name will haunt me all over again

It’s just such a common name why did you do this to me?

Did I kick him?

Shame on me I got into a fight with The

Dreams are places I’m supposed to go rest and save the world

Unlike here caught in the monotony

He’s not welcome

He is, after all, a

I’m sorry this may hurt

He’s just not as good of a person as me

In my eyes

So I’m better than one person anyways

He’s not fit to grace the hallowed halls of my night life.

I’ll kill him next time.

He deserves to die more than me.