Save me from this song I whisper to the sun

Radioactive

The only one I can stomach

Difficult troublings

That’s one way of the thought of things

So Apollo sees the thunder and claps in silence with Hermes chuckling to themselves in the background.

Infra-red

They can’t hear?

I got mad and said

Tell me something about you I don’t care if I’ve heard it before

And she was beautiful in the light this morning

Can she see us from there?

The regality of the sky doesn’t quite correctly describe the running of the rain.

Good morning dear boy

What?!

It’s noon?

Secret inconveniences

It doesn’t matter if they sound the same it’s the people that bring bands to life

Which is right

Oh they’re laughing about perspective again

The answer is whichever is

So ironic that the time they think of as time is as unthere in the way they think of in the

Which one is in front

That can’t be right

Brains are so weird

But it’s just a casing

I don’t remember the word

Shell

It’s just a shell

Time what are you doing?

January 72nd was subtracted from January.

Well don’t tell the secrets of ten years ago

Yes I know what you’re doing

I’m not going back to England

Even if I wish I was.

They are.

Odd he doesn’t want a break like he’s trying to get away from having to be alone with himself by filling every second with filling

Singing to a hawkraven

And throwing a peace sign because it’s all I know how to do

He saw me though

He wing flapped.

Can I not sell my soul because I already sold it to the devil or because the devil won’t let my soul be bought?

At least I know?

That can’t be worth knowing

Could you stop laughing at me?

I’m funny because I’m a sponge

You’re a sponge fuck you

All right Justice what do you want?

Because everything is getting hurt

And

Bless you?

Justice is sick.

So who could possibly be stuck in the middle now.

Feel better, Justice.

This is where I turn to you pointedly and I say

Feel better because I never feel better and every time I have ever heard someone say feel better it was because they could, not because they hoped I could, only because they wanted me to shut up and stop feeling that way

Somehow it doesn’t quite reach into a feeling of someone genuinely caring about me

Burn my dread

Sorry Lotus

Love you

Feel better

But I don’t believe you will

Because I haven’t
Can silence really reach a silent one?

Got excited because the core was different excluded

Vast improvement to mobility

And the ability to go through one day without pain

Feel better

Justice.

What guidance?

I can’t even know if my own sense of justice is right

I can see that looking back so don’t question me I can’t hear your muffled whisperings

Perhaps he just doesn’t want me to hear what you’re saying I can feel you seething

The sun is warm and not seething

The badger looks more like a pug

Or a boxer

I know you’re innocent I’m not talking to you

So it’s February 8th.

Oh yes you’re left to your own devices all the time

All the time I’m

Feeling nothing

Nothing changed at all

This is also true

What I could hear, the volcano?

Which one?

That’s not the one I heard

Stop playing you’re disturbing me

Yes mum I’ll settle down

Buffered speeds withholding

Withstanding information unplugged

Here but I don’t know who I’m ordering around so I don’t much care

Do I?

Do you?

Oops now you’re married that was a trap.

The cake is a lie.

Singing as opposed to whatever.

The northern face of time

And Saturn’s eye

I have to make sure I don’t owe anyone debts on earth incase just incase

I just need to get the fuck out of this joint

For reasons withheld I can’t hear Mexico.

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  1. Pytho Black Avatar

    ummmm, I now realize I like this stream-of-consciousness bullshit because I am a stalker at heart and getting into your head is the next best thing to getting in your pants, but no i’m actually an old man, brahmacarya, google it, but getting into another person’s head, a girl who doesn’t want to go back to England in fact, is a way of getting out of mine. I love you. check out my site mmpmagicmodernizationproject.com.

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  2. pythoblack Avatar

    Soooo, this poem must have been what made me fall in love with you. I still……..
    I wonder why I didn’t “like” it. June 2019 wasn’t as strange as June 2020. Maybe we were stars in a cluster for a while a billion years ago. Maybe I’m just weird. I know I am but what are you?

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