Elucidating Questions

If I could just see you

If I could just hold you

And then the birds

And the birds

And the birds

And

Don’t

I wish I could find you and tell you I like this song

I don’t love it

But are we surprised?

This fucker is chuckling

Do you remember when I started crying at four in the morning because I remembered

Bear

My hamster?

I loved that little guy he was my best friend.

He’s also the reason I always expect to walk into a room with a pet and find the worst

But you

Do you remember

How tightly you held my head in your hands and said

Shut up and listen to me for a minute

And I finally fell asleep

And if at this moment sadness overflows

It will always be okay to cry by my side.

That’s how it is, like this.

Does it take until then before I’m well enough I don’t understand

You knew I’d unravel it

If you had died you’d have missed this

If I had died I’d be dead or if things are actually how humans say they are

Haha

I’d be with him and probably know all the words.

I’m sorry it didn’t make anything better

But we’ve been over why

I don’t think you would have ever shown me your music if you knew what it does to me

And that’s sad because you were brilliant

And the blackhole you left

Left left left

It’s pretty

But it’s no you.

Chester,

Are celebrities pets?