Close encounter was already had earlier when you were suddenly already in my fucking face
And then hair petting
Like okay boy
Take it personally that you’re tiny in comparison to the fire and fucking
Whatever that was, it was,
Invasive
Go away
Saturn how often do you see me
I can see you whenever I want
Of course
But it’s with honey and I don’t feel like I’m sounding like a toddler asking too many questions Frederick so shut the fuck up for a second with the
Revolutionary bullshit.
I already don’t enjoy life so unless you’re going to bring a face with that immanence
Do you think I could call him over here
Here large rock flying through space
He’d be about that size and we’d all be dead!
New moon
New moon
New moon 2019!!! Woot woot insincere excitement Woohoo!!!
I just want to know
Where I went wrong, trying to go back to the beginning through different rabbit holes over and over again
Where they went wrong?
Talking.
They never should have learnt.
Just like every other pawn in history
Bede
Aw
Sweet Bede
How many meanings does it hold?
Why what?
Why what?
Yes thump thump invasive whisper thoughts thump thump
Why can’t I hope he was just some dumbass who actually thought that this was going to help anybody
Just like every other great dumbass
I mean Saint did you hear me say Saint?
Eh
It’s just such an ugly word
You got rapists and murderers all over it I’d rather wax poetic
About how it would be so great if they were literally
All just one fucking dumb ass being like
Hey guys I really want to help people
I may be of below or average intelligence but I have good intentions
And sixty odd other people who are just assholes, not dumb asses
Asses are fucking adorable okay? I had a friend I named Donkey once because that’s how babies name things
They’re like tall longer nosed puppies.
Assholes on the other hand co opt the story to make it so that they can get ahead in life without any consideration for how it will affect anyone ever except perhaps their lineage
God’s’z’esses
Oh hell yes keyboard rememberer to the rescue
By the way it’s pronounced “God” so every time I use the word IRL
Like out there I’m really refering to the mass and not the minus
Oops.
You saw a blackhole?
I fucking jump in those so
You don’t need to tell me I’ve been hearing about it for a year
Whatever it is just travels faster than light I guess
Good luck science
Aka saez.
I’m so sorry
I’m making a reference to a reference in a reference
I’m quoting a very old Hatsune Miku cover of Still Alive that once had a lyric video
Er
Um
Which was fondly titled
Steal a Lamp
Because,
Well,
Poetry rule break
Holy shit it’s making outside contact
What ever.
Steal a Lamp is a far away place where all your dreams come true because you have no fucking clue what she’s saying but it still makes sense.
I once got 100% vocals on Still Alive on Rockband singing Steal a Lamp instead and that’s because Rockband can only tell you that you hit notes good
Not that you sound good
I don’t even know what I’m thinking about anymore
But every day I wake up and cry because I woke up
Every night I cry because I know I’ll have to wake up the next day and do this same thing all over again
And I’m so tired so
Gang vocals 101
A simple reflection
Even without the fun
Still sounds like the first one
Somehow it still makes sense and I don’t know why
I don’t care
I love it
This is what it feels like
It’s a reference to a mashup because if there is one
It won’t be a shock because that’s what he does and that’s why I love him because when I went through those
Mashup only
Stages where only the complexity that the song brought about could keep me sound
Trench always went in the hole too
So of course I love that aspect of his design as an artist
Because in taking all those pieces of themselves and overlapping them and juxtaposing them with eachother it’s just another one of the same beautiful story that is
The tapestry that story and song and lyric creates in you when it pulls from so many different places at once
So probably
If there was literally anyone else who could do that well
I’d like their music but
Marianas Trench is as one of a kind as Hedley wasn’t in a lot of ways but
I don’t know what why I’m answering
Discombobulated
I fucking love that word because Bob is exactly six letters deep on either side and if he wasn’t there it looks like a word that could be a word
But isn’t.
But discombobulated is a word
Thank you English language
Bede this is why
What was that you were saying about, what was it,
The holiness of the collection of the
Five
(This is what we in the business call “a lie”)
Languages on the British isle?
This is what it is now.
So…
Hmm that’s unfortunate.
I think I just got told to stop harassing the prisoners?
Fair enough.
If that’s how you feel about dumbasses I suppose.
I never live very long but I am
Besides they’re dead so
I can say whatever I want and also
I almost was one so-
I am one so-so one was almost I
Showing them mercy would just make me wonder why I’m not due
Something
I don’t care much for knowing I’m just like they are
I’m smart enough to know it
But not smart enough to change it
Or know what I know even
How is that?
Like filling a cup to its absolute point
So here we are writing the words of wanting something to just make it better and
I’m either never going to be heard of
Because I’m poor unlike rich boy over here
Because I die
Because I’m not good enough
Because circumstances go on and on and on and
Because no one’s listening
Or
I will be heard of and in a few hundred years they’ll be looking back on me like “wow that person got fucked over by people who wanted fame and fortune”
Because history repeats itself
Pointless repetition is the definition of insanity (it’s a quote I’m bastardising)
And I’m not smarter than any of them.
Nor am I more capable to decide what a large group of humans should behave like in the future
Because that shit drives me bat shit crazy
You get the one guy who actually wants to help people
And then all the wasps that swarm him.
Elucidating Questions 
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