Elucidating Questions

She kissed me gently

She whispered

How could they be the one if they aren’t here?

Pretty baby.

But

I try to argue

She’s looking me dead on

Did I do something bad to deserve being alone?

I don’t want to throw any parties where no one comes.

There’s never enough Egypt

Jesus dies

No no phone in present future tense because

Don’t question Jesus

He tried really hard you guys.

He dies of Jesus a lot.

Jesus Christ Jesus could you be less Jesus for five seconds.

It’s not 6:45 it’s 5:53

Time does that.

I guess you’re right

But

Well there’s that fruit thing again though

Echo Echo Echo

But then I feel like

I must have done something to deserve this

And I don’t mean the entire year of trying to make myself deserve this

But then I feel like

He’d have to love me

You know?

I don’t think anyone ever has so

I don’t believe anyone ever has so

Where does that leave me?

With hope?

Your beauty unquestionable your passion endless and real

But I don’t have any of it

I don’t know

You never look beautiful in art

So I don’t know what you look like

Yellow dot.

I don’t want to hear about how heaven has a plan for

You wouldn’t die for me silly

You’re too pretty to die

I’ll just pretend I can let myself believe that anyone could love me

After knowing me.