Elucidating Questions

Well relatively not great

But better than you

I mean I have to worry constantly about money but relatively to you

In relativity I suppose

In relativity to you

She doesn’t haunt me anymore

My god she scares me I am afraid of her

She’s been gone and I hope she’s well and she forgot all about me because honey

My god I can hear blah blah blah but if things work out

You know the saying

So many fucking secrets and I’m afraid to say anything so really

Honestly

Whatever man she has her entirely wrong story and I just don’t want to deal with that

Vomit chunk of my life anymore so

Have fun

Time’s up time’s up

Funny?

Retroactively

Relativity

It has to exist somewhere

How else could it have existed

Maybe I’ll write it all out pretending I have any control over what happensed

New word needed it

I make them.

And I don’t fucking need you to do it.

Those stars I’m yelling at don’t care if I’m yelling at them they have other things to do

I’m yelling at history

In a way

Well

Relatively speaking

In relation to what I am looking at and where I am looking I’m yelling at circa 300 b.c. but also 1984 and 1978

In lights so

Really I’m just damn good at yelling at time

So good

Time is always

Involved

Haha

Relativity

It’s all so big, isn’t it?

And then you look out there and just for a moment all at once you see before and you see what beforer saw and you paint your way and think about how

You’ll never see the sky those ancients, those classics, say,

Felt

Do you feel what you don’t see

Now that seems strange

But if all matter is just a missmash like woops we fell into the same…?

Light bulb? Thing?

Woops now we’re a planet let’s assume some shit

Well I’m a plant now

Like

Relativity

Shouldn’t all my matter that was ever matter to for of with someone else’s or something or like

Whatever the universe is just

Always long to be a part of everything else in the universe and if that is true

Why the fuck did this mess that is me end up as a fucking human

Instead of a rock or some shit

God damn we are worrying about

Relativity is like

If I had a theory about relativeness I’d want to call it relativity so

Relativity is like that at this moment I’m typing on a phone people are dying people are starving animals are suffering the world is dying but the planets are turning and the sun just stays there and we roll around in its gravity ring shit (lol Saturn’s rings are dying y’all Mercury is gonna go live on the sun things that will happen but we won’t see but we know they’ll happen for some reason even though it will literally help anyone never) but outside that there’s like

Sixty billion other stars doing the same shit with some rocks and some glitter and shit and they

They are doing the same shit all these rocks are doing around a fucking black hole

And all those black holes are just fucking

Spinning around in ?¿‽¿¿¡??№₱‡ world which ends?¿!

And those black holes get busy sometimes

Suns as STDs #2019exceptnotintheuniverseonlyonearth

So we’re literally

Literally

We’re on a fucking highway to hell.

The fastest ride in the universe

Except it’s twelve merry-go-rounds deep and it takes

Billions of licks to reach the centre so

Why the fuck bother?

Because thinking about all of that shit

Is so much easier

Than thinking about my life

So you have less friends

Fewer except also

You know

Sims

Relationships

In relativity to you

I’m way worse off

But on the bright side

I have somewhere to live.

And I can fill the silence with our quick rendition of

Universe 101.

On repeat since right around 6:00pm on the 6th of January

Or whatever

Lunar eclipse

I’m bored

Whatever whenever wherever

Or maybe a part of me somewhere still believes

That any of this entire

Literally

The entire universe

Makes sense.