Elucidating Questions

My tongue feels too large stuck in my throat

It’s just so easy

Like I’m never even here and I wonder when

I wonder if he saw it

Way back then but it wasn’t like

No I understand

So low

If that’s an unforgivable thing to have done perhaps I’m always going to be the wrong one

Pretty as a painting

Said the prince

Needs more words

Needs better words

Don’t because it hurts and I don’t want to

I just appeared out of nowhere and then said everything and nothing

I guess it just never was enough or good enough

Or

I have a fever.

I’ll never be able to be as good as them in his eye and it hurts me

Breaks me, I

…

Famous poets….

Certainly not I so far from me and yet I see do you see what I see?

He’s an asshole

I swear he is

Just…

Just look at him

It’s like I’m not even here.