Elucidating Questions

You couldn’t believe

I can’t even comprehend

Why my mind does these things

I wish I could just but you’re so far away

I’m afraid to love them

I thought I could but they bite too hard

I haven’t had any chances that faded

But I know I don’t know what’s real

And what’s not

Even though it’s so

I think of it and I want him

Something something something

Somehow

I’d rather be with him

The asshole

What is wrong with me?

Just talking to the rain.

Somewhere far away calls but I don’t know how to answer

Because the words change with time

The lightning is striking

I try to match the words to a voice

When all my steps in faith betrayed me

But even now I’m walking

And I don’t know what the reason for any of the naturally even and parallel occurences.

In pieces

I wonder if you even think of me

Because being told you’ll be got back to

Never happens