Elucidating Questions

First it comes on quiet

First it comes in

First it comes on

First it comes

It

First it

Did you hear that?

Did you see that?

Did you notice that?

Bang

Crash

He’s mad at me

He’s mad at me and I can’t fix it he scares me

At least he doesn’t touch me anymore

He’s banging things and not talking to me and yelling loudly beside my head like I’m not there

He’s

Did you see what daddy dear got?

I don’t want it

$100

The front of the card said daughter

Child

And he’s the only one who got it right

But

If you don’t call him now you’ll be the bad guy

He tells me things like how my name was after an affair

He’s paranoid

But there was a guy named Ashleigh

But he tells me things like

I’m so sick and it’s all because of

Brothers

Mother

Money

Why can’t you fix it?

Because I’m worthless

You’re worth at least $100

One hundred dollars isn’t going to make all the pain go away

He never talks about his life only other people who’ve ruined his life

My mind goes

You may be over reacting

My mind goes

Maybe he’s just like that and due to your mental health state

Province

Location

Where is my mental health?

Like in my brain?

Like inside me?

My mental health

Not how I pretend it is with others?

I don’t know

I lost it right around

If I did have a The One

He

They

Would be

On a different planet

In a different solar system

In a different time

Calling out for me

Where he’s already gone

And all I have is the echo