Elucidating Questions

Lying in bed

Wishing the world would melt

Lying in bed

Trying to imagine the pressure pain is pressure love

Trying to imagine his arms around me

Trying to imagine safe and at home

Trying to scream in my mind that I know it’s not real

Mind dancing away because it’s sad

I’ve loved

But you aren’t here

Hawk just flew into a tree

A Red Hawk just flew into a tree

Why did that automatically capitalise?

I’m afraid of what wants to keep me here

Because if I have to stay I’ll never see you tonight

Or ever

Everything’s so wrong

Scratch scratch

He’s a cat

What do you want me to say, asshole?

That’s your new nickname we decided on it

You don’t get mage.

He does.

Imagine that

Imaginary boy wins

If I could just see you

But I don’t want to be alone

Why do you think he came?

Enter the park.

It feels like night today.

Why won’t they leave me alone?

This is my kingdom come

When I begged for it never to

The demon inside is someone I love idiot

Before you

Odd eh?

This came on yesterday and I was wrapped into your arms but it’s such a short song it’s always gone before I want it to

Don’t get too close

I love you please hold on

You were him for a second

Because in searching for him I found these pieces everywhere and I

I wish I hadn’t woken up

I wish I hadn’t woken up

Hermes is whispering but I don’t want to talk to him

They tricked me love

They tricked me I wanted to go to you

Fate is a fucking bitch

Fate is a fucking fucking fucking bitch

One two three follow me

Monsters who keep me from happiness

I wish I’d died in my sleep