Elucidating Questions

I told you the longer it went on the worse it would get

So it goes

On and on and on and on

Lalala I can’t hear you over the

Sound of my tears

In years of years

Don’t fucking tell me this isn’t what it looks like

Or

Try to understand

Or

Sometimes goodbye is a second

Fuck you

Fuck you

Never run out of second chances

Fuck you

Don’t take him away and replace him with

SIGH

WHO’LL BE MY MONTI

FUCK YOU

Don’t take him away and replace him with

In every heart there is a

Lie.

Lie.

Lie.

Lie.

Lie.

Fuck you for putting

~the way your words hang in the moment suspended when~

Fuck you

Suspended

HAHAHAHAHAAAAAAA

FUCK

YOU

And how fucking could you

How could you?

How could you put

That song after it

How could you?

How could you let this happen?

How could you do this to me?

How could you be so cruel?

How is this how it goes?

How is this how it goes?

How could you let him do this to me?

The narrator is so mean

Whoever is making this all happen

Is so mean

And then I say

I want to live on this planet alone

And along comes a list of all the people who are wonderful and

Guilt

I fucking know okay?

I don’t want anything bad to happen.

Twenty seven

And twenty three

Are the same number

If seven got smashed in the stomach and three is a picture of it being pushed back by the blow.

You didn’t have to tell me about the fucking tsunami there was water everywhere

For weeks

Fuck off

So C-

Fuck off.

Dad had a backdoor to the company he left me just incase the evil that was never spoken of came back and tried to kill me and he had to break in the secret back way to take the company back from the evil I accidentally let in

Dreams are

So much fucking better than reality

Don’t fucking try me on that one.

Life is not worth living.

Dreams are all I live for.

They’re all I lived for before I discovered ★Optimism★™

And they will be here long after you’re

And he keeps making these little slips like

Oh look at me I’m depressed

Let me bring up my ★Legacy★™ and about how I’m going to be gone

Again and again

Covert depressed mode engage

Here’s twenty pictures of my dogs instead of me

Oh no I should be worried again

And nice to him because I may

★Hurt His Feelings★™

Meanwhile in Hell

When I die

Can I just dream forever so that I never have to live through this again?

Can I die tomorrow?

Please.

I’m so tired.

I can’t fix it and I’m so tired.