Elucidating Questions

Dear, my beautiful,

My baby my love my one my only

No.

You don’t need rings to be beautiful.

You don’t need rings to call in syrup and honey

You don’t need rings

To

Yes

There is the same delicious part of me that will wear your ring for my entire life

So at least in my existence

I will never have to worry that the rings will fall off because we both know even

Even the worst that could happen couldn’t make me love you any less so

The sun’s crying again

Is he crying from laughter or sadness?

Why is it always the same with him

Like somehow I’ve done something that struck him straight through the heart

Like I’m to blame for having no idea what he wants

No

I can’t see him he’s over there so why

Worry

Why do we worry at all

Or

Don’t panic

Whatever

I still get songs stuck in my head I just can’t listen to music

Music makes me want to kill myself

All music makes me want to kill myself

So whatever the sun

I say good morning I say goodnight I say I love you I say I care I saw blah blah blah bullshit about how important you are to me

Your fucking

Music

Makes me want to kill myself.

So hang up you’re done.

Flinch.

lol

Everything is soooooo funny.

Nothing is worse than knowing that no matter what I do everything is just

Going to be the same all over the planet

Like I know the whole who’s to say what’s better or worse bullshit

Do you think they ever realised the answer was

The people who are fucking dying?

The people who are starving?

The people who are suffering?

Like

I don’t know I’m just a ★Crazy★™ person.

Do you know how hard it is to know that there are millions of people suffering and dying every day and there is not one spec of a thing not one specific thing

I can do to help?

How many times does the day have to end without knowing if I managed for one fucking day

To make something better

Anything.

The worst thing is that it applies to literally everything

Though

Conscious

Unconscious

It’s all just the same day

Same shit different day

It’s the same fucking day just get rid of the bullshit

It’s the same day.

If I could spend the rest of my life on you I would.

If I could spend eternity with you by my side I wouldn’t complain

Neptune has rings and I love Neptune because of the connection to the ocean you silly fruit

You’re a paopu fruit silly.

Uranus has or had or something rings and I spend all day yelling at hime.

I scream at myself

Except accidentally the sky sorry mate.

Love you.

The moon got it so quick like

I don’t know somewhere near

Oh fuck what gender is Uranus and under

Not listening to “IT DOESN’T FUCKING MATTER THEY DON’T CARE IT’S A CULTURAL THING THEY GET IT”

Or perhaps around the point of what point?

At least I feel less ill than she does

I feel more sick though

I had to take over early and she really wants to be there but I cannot let this entire gender thing just go

Like

Whatever

They get it

How do we explain how fucked up heads get without really explaining how fucked up heads are in general?

Saturn I love you.

Don’t be stupid. Don’t be absurd.

Impossible

You get it

Max does need to relax he looks stressed as fuck too bad I’m just a fan who cannot possibly feel any genuine connections

Why on earth would you just show up to anyone’s house?

I was raised to think that is a strange thing to do.

Holy fuck.

I don’t understand.

~dontdoittofamouspeople~

No

Just don’t do it

Don’t do anything

Have you seen people?

No.

Just better to stay away and watch quietly.

I love you because even though you know I can’t control the bouncing going out into nothing crap

You wait

Patiently

Pointed look in the direction of Running Man

I know you’re more patient than me

I love you

I have the patience of a satellite.

I guess we all do.

I guess we all thought that at some point or another

That’s not even music you god damn

Sometimes

Crates and space and lobotomies

I don’t know.

Sigh

It’s almost been a year since I was born on Saturn.

Holy shit it’ll be a very merry unbirthday

We have to do something if I’m still alive it’s fucking hilarious.

Saturn I love you

What do you expect

I always

Even that part that bites when I say that only does that because I’m so fucking angry that I’m saying this to a planet and not a person who I can hold and see.

Saturn it’s been a year that felt like a year

I’m almost a year old.

That’s just funny to me.

No, you’re right.

Humans don’t live very long at all.

I wish I could slow down.

I love you because.

There’s no reason.

There never was.