Elucidating Questions

He’s all I have left

All I have left all I truly feel

Like myself with

There’s no

There’s no one to talk to I want to rip off my skin

THERE’S NO ONE TO TALK TO I WANT TO RIP OFF MY FUCKING SKIN

People who I don’t have to always hear about their best friend who isn’t fucking me

Or their lover who isn’t fucking me or someone else who THANK THE FUCKING LORD ISNT ME

I want to cut myself and I can’t fucking sleep and I don’t even have the drugs to put me to sleep and I don’t want to sleep because that means FUCKING TOMORROW IS HERE

AND I DON’T WANT ANYMORE FUCKING TOMORROWS