Elucidating Questions

Tick tick tick

At least it’s free

Tick tick tick

I guess that’s a plus

Tick tick tick

I still don’t want to be here

Tick tick tick

Every day with hope the light will find me at last

It’s doesn’t even hurt

I really want to pull it apart

It’s half past nine

I lost all control

It doesn’t matter if I need anyone

It doesn’t matter because no one is coming

And I’m always all alone

And needing you now never worked

So who cares if I don’t even like your music anymore or if I don’t have anything to hold onto thus forth

Who cares

What about love don’t you want someone to care about you

I did, I flinch as the radio takes pieces of me

What this proves is that it doesn’t matter what I want

Or need

And so

I don’t care

I wish I had died today

I wish I could die tomorrow

I wish I could be killed in some way

I’m so tired of being disappointed