Elucidating Questions

Now is it sees or seize the sun because

This one man play

I’d like to

I’d love to

Both really because I wish I could envelope myself in that warmth while seeing it

I know that never makes it right.

I know this never makes it right.

I know playing games never makes it right

I know staring at the screen never makes it right

I know walking never makes it right

I know dreaming never makes it right

I know wishing never makes it right but

In that moment bathed in warmth

I still can’t

Get to it so I guess I’m trapped here

I miss sleep

I miss night

I miss

It pulls my sleep pattern with it

The sun as it goes

Perhaps to see in the dream his face

But

Do you promise

Do you promise that no matter how unkind you’ve become

Do you promise that counting all those lives you saved who threw you out when you took

What

Twenty? One hundred?

You saved more than that,

Promise that darkness that we try to keep away from

Promise me that no matter how unkind you’ve become

You’re still you.

Because all I need is to see you.

How many more years until I see you?

I need you.