Elucidating Questions

I miss you already

You were everywhere

My dreams get more intricate

Harder to follow

But you

Oh you were there and I missed you so much

I missed holding you and waking up and knowing it was you and the way you make me feel like I’m home and I’ve found you and

There were stars

I saw Saturn

Suddenly I was a time traveling

It’s Saturn time

Every morning I wake up and I miss you

See this world got so predictable

My only dream is to be somewhere nowhere near like here

They called me a dreamer

They told me I was always wrong

They never believe me

There are people I love here

But in my heart I only believe they will leave me someday and never come back

Die before their time in my life

And then the whiplash when it happens for real

You go through so much together

You don’t agree with eachother but you have a mutual respect and love for eachother

You stand up for eachother when things go wrong

You stay together

They leave for reasons I can’t fathom.

But you stayed together through betrayal

Lying to one another

Heartache brought on by eachother

You stayed together

No moment felt truly alone

You know that

I’m selfish

But I didn’t think the world was this cold

I miss you

I want to go to where you are

I miss you

I love you

How I wonder what you are…