Elucidating Questions

I miss you

No I know

I know it’s too soon I know I should still be happy

I know

I know I shouldn’t miss you I know this

Fucking haunted house

Like every other

I brought some with me

The tingling touch

I miss you anyways

I know I’m selfish

I miss you because when I’m alone I’m afraid to be alone

Because who knows?

Does anyone really expect me to make it through alone

And yes I’m afraid to be alone

I’m afraid I’ll lose myself entirely by myself and more of these scars will show up and even fewer people will want me and

I’m trying not to cry

But I miss you

The hours that fly by so quickly at night I drag them back and I hold them but

There’s no answer

What if we dream the same thing what if you miss me too

But no

He’s going to release an album that sounds like it’s about me you wait you wait

I don’t want to hear it too late too late

I miss you

I’m crying again

You’re still not here

I want to hear your voice.

Call me, maybe

Listen close

Venus, Jupiter and the Sun

Saturn, Earth, Mars

The sky that’s infinite, three times, then Jupiter strikes again.

You know I’ve written it down in different codes over and over.

If you love me,

Maybe you’ll know.