Elucidating Questions

You

You’re late

I wish you were here

I miss you

Where are you

I keep thinking

In this moment could I meet you

I keep thinking

Could the next moment be the right moment

Today I made eye contact with Shoma Uno.

You don’t know what that means to me.

I wish someday you would know what eye contact means to me but I

I wonder if you’re alive

I wonder if you can hear me calling I wonder if you feel the moment of truth

I wonder if you’re even here

I wonder if you meet me in the dark like I reach for you in the dark like I scream at you in the dark.

I wonder if you

I’m so mad at you

Is there a way to make it so you never see any of the bad in me and only the me that loves you so the me who wants to be near you the me who

Please don’t hesitate to say anything to me.

Because I will hesitate.

I always…

I need you in my life more than you will ever understand.

I need you now.

A quarter to one.

And I need you.

Now.