Elucidating Questions

We talked about this

I know

And if he did

That face that pause

Then he

I know

I know you know

I know you know I know you know

Hell is going to hate us

A snicker

A pause

Are we going to hell?

Outside a train goes by

We sang goodnight and danced with Sirius

‘s twin light.

Kissed Orion over my shoulder like a cheap date who knows you too well

I don’t know

The moment pauses as the world sinks in

But you were there

She’s not well either

Yes Chesnut I know.

Baby I know.

He’s rambling

My beautiful rambling man

It’s these moments I wonder if he’s real

I just

I just don’t want him to think that because I cared about him, I cared about all of them, and at the end of the day— at the end of that day I made that choice and I don’t want them to live with that, you know? It wasn’t perfect, shit happened. Fucked up shit happened. But I made that choice I made it myself and I don’t want this to be what every moment for the rest of his life is. That guilt, man, that guilt. No one needs that guilt.

It’s 11:09/11

Bang

Metal settling in a strange place.

When I stare up at the day sky and I sing

あなたは今どこで何していますか?この空の続く場所にいますか?

I wonder, could that even be possible?

When I sing it to the night

The possibilities seem endless.

It’s 11:13/15

Good night my love

Good night my dear

I know, I have no right to call you that.

But good night.