The pain is a shallow blackhole that everything is swallowed into
An all encompassing nothing that never seems to find an end
Every thing that could be thought of everything that could make it worth living a little bit longer because it hurt so much
Started at one
Should have known better
When the first hundred things were vetoed by reality
When reality came inside and said
Not today
Not tomorrow
Never
There’s no getting better one year ago
It wasn’t worth it
Oh and the only one you wanted to care doesn’t
The only one you needed to care doesn’t
On the bright side nothing phases him in the slightest
Both so completely unaffected by my life
I wish he hadn’t saved it.
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