Elucidating Questions

There’s no point

Standing here I moved to go back to playing the same game I’ve been playing alone for days

In between prescribed daily activities

But there’s no point

The day will end I will be alone tomorrow will come I have to get up then anything that happens between then and now

There’s just

There’s no point

In staring at another screen

I’m just standing in space unmoving staring

There’s no point I’m not enjoying myself I’m just killing time

There’s no point I could just sit on the floor and stare into space for six hours and then go to sleep

It would accomplish the same thing

I’d still be alone here

In silence

Trying not to feel or do anything just waiting for the day it ends

Just waiting

Going out won’t make me feel any better it’s just me with different scenery

The location of being alone with myself will not change

There’s nothing here

I’m bored and lonely

But I’ve been bored and lonely since January so I’ll live right?

And I won’t remember it so who cares about the moments that slip out and hurt so much I can’t breathe but I do even though

There’s no fucking point

Another night of nothing

My one thing got up and left so I’m left with silence in my brain

Left

No one to help me keep the demons off