Elucidating Questions

I can’t be saved

If you can’t be then I can’t be either.

There’s no saving from this it’s been a nightmare

I’ve been on fire

Burning in the night wondering why it got worse it got a bit better

Don’t lie don’t lie

Where I lie because I tried and the bed is so cold and I pull the pillows closer wishing they were human bodies

Their pillows only painted human bodies

Not real no heat

I think I just can’t beat this silence that’s been

I can’t

I don’t know what they want from me and I don’t want to text for two hours I want to see someone

You’re always there when I need

But you’re so far away from me and looking up and flying against the glass

Just doesn’t do doesn’t last if he’d just let me past I would go

The man is still the most obvious shape in the night

When I can’t sleep at least he’s there with me

So far away

In circles I go

Aphrodite would be good with Dionysus though

I just wish I could find home

There’s no place like it

And I’ve never found it

I want to go to the end

Fates,

Worse than Death.