Elucidating Questions

I wish I felt half as beautiful as he is

He’s so beautiful I started crying because he

Looked like a face I’d seen a long time ago with the sparkle of a boy in his eye

And he’s beautiful and I missed him but I don’t know how or why and he

He plays video games and he’s that adorable kind of awkward and making stuck up red carpet people feel awkward for one was adorable and there’s something there I hadn’t seen in a while

And now I wonder

I wish I could fall into the sky and leave

Because his hope is the song

And hope is a child

Hope is always a child

And I hope she hears him and he can be happy so that face never goes away because

He’s beautiful both ways and I love him but himself

Ignoring the blue

In the hair

I just recognised it

It would be nice if he could live the rest of his life like a teenage dream

I hope it’s everything that it seems

Even if it hurts to breathe it’s the right thing to do and my lips burn and my eyes burn and my head pounds but

I just want him to be happy

I just want him to be so happy

Maybe one of us could live the rest of our life without pain

It should be him

It should be my sun

It should be your son.

You should live happy.

You should be the one.