Elucidating Questions

I start to realise I don’t feel the same

I don’t feel

Right?

Left?

Backwards?

I don’t feel I don’t feel I don’t feel

But then it just goes like

It’s better this way at least this way my waste of a life won’t be such a fucking piss off to live

I’ll just exist in this unfeeling

It’s better this way

I don’t really know how to care about wanting to feel without wanting to feel how I felt and I don’t want to so even if the world turns grey

I’ll remain

No loss no gain.