Elucidating Questions

I wish I could know someone who loves me as I am

Who sees every break for what it is

A cry for help to be saved from the past

But I don’t know that person yet.

Because no one knows me and those that do I’m afraid

They say what they say but I still have to put on a mask

Something to cover up my less desirable parts

But I don’t think there’s a person like it

The clock keeps ticking and I haven’t found anyone who loves me and understands

And accepts me for who I am

Who knows even when I don’t know

But I don’t know

I don’t believe I will.