Elucidating Questions

Immediately hide in the tide of a language I don’t speak.

Just kidding broke the keyboard

I can speak it

It was fine then it’s odd now

Don’t know why but I’ll fix it somehow

But not me

Not me because the pain is too strong if I’m not intoxicated

I don’t know how long it goes down like this but every second awake is a second missed

I was having fun but in the daylight it’s like it never happened at all

And every day has the same feeling like a dream that’ll disappear I don’t feel memories when they aren’t near

So what’s the point in all of this pain if I just have to wake up into it again

Where the watches don’t work and the lights won’t quite turn on

At least there’s no pain at least people know when I’m gone

In this other place I’m forced to spend most of my time

You see they said a third of your life I want it to be the whole damn thing

Now it’s time to do what is required

Because my human body is dead and tired.