Elucidating Questions

I’m all alone

So

You’re Never Gonna Be Alone

Comes on

So songs about how other people aren’t going to be alone come on

So songs about how it’s going to get better come on

So lies fill my ears and I cry harder

So the music is gone again and I have to live in silence with my brain

This is my punishment

I am a monster and this is my punishment

I wish I knew how long it lasts so I could count down the days

I wish I could die

The answer to “will suffering end”

Is no

This is my punishment

I deserve to be alone without love or support

Or else I would have it

And I don’t