Elucidating Questions

I’m going to be erased because he can’t be seen with me

Because he’s going to be famous now and I’m nothing and

I’m nothing

And he’s better than me because he’s famous

And it doesn’t matter what I know because I’m nothing

And he can’t be seen with me because I’m nothing

Money changes everything

But it’s not the money it’s just that he’s better than me that’s why he gets to be happy and live happy

That’s why I’m stuck here he’s a better person than I am I’m a monster

This is where I belong not in someone’s arms or being loved by somebody or seen

Or heard

I’m going to be erased because he’s worth more than I was ever going to be worth

I’m so lonely help me

But no one can because I’m worthless

And now I get to watch him go

Just like they wouldn’t turn around to meet me

He won’t turn around to help me

Go be famous and happy then…

I’m sorry I’m worthless

I’m sorry I made you aware of me I’m sorry

I want to go to sleep

I don’t want to wake up again